Calling Limbo

I was released from my calling as the 1st Counselor in the Relief Society Presidency on Sunday, April 14, 2013. I served in that position since November 7, 2010. Just under 2 1/2 years. I know the exact date because I was sustained and set apart on Sunday, and on the following Thursday I delivered my third child. ;)

I was a little nervous about going into such a demanding calling with a newborn and two young children to care for. The president, Kitty Ford, told me that I could take the time that I needed after having a child and then I could start on my calling. That was very kind of her, and she meant what she said. I never felt pressured to get started on anything (visits, meetings, etc..) until I was ready.

I learned so much from my calling during this time, but was not prepared for the emotional burden that would come with the calling. It opened my eyes to all of the real life problems that we all deal with. Divorce, Death, Abuse, Poverty, Greed, etc...Most of the time it made me realize how lucky I am for the life that I have. Sometimes it made me sad, though, because I tend to have a lot of sympathy for people that are suffering. Almost too much sympathy to the point where it affects me negatively and I feel like I am going through the same trial that they are. Not a good thing.

Well, now I am in calling limbo and waiting to find out what my next calling will be. I've been pestering Austin about it because he attends the bishopric meetings and I know they talk about the different callings they want to give me.

Kitty and Shaunna (other presidency members) already have callings in the Primary, and I am still waiting. Will update later about that!