On Memorial Day weekend, we went to visit my dad's graveside. I wasn't sure what to expect, but I wasn't expecting to be free of an emotional reaction.I've realized that after a year and a half, I am finally at peace with my dad's death. He has been making appearances in my dreams and bringing me a lot of comfort lately.
When he was initially diagnosed with cancer, I made an entry into my handheld device with a list of the five stages of grief.
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
This weekend, while looking through some old entries, I found this list and was surprised to realize that I truly went through this process. I'll spare you the ups and downs of the process, but suffice it to say, I have found acceptance.
I miss my dad like crazy! With Father's Day coming up, and his birthday around the corner, he is in my thoughts a lot lately.
2 comments:
Julie...I can't even imagine...I will be a basket case when my Dad passes...you are a strong woman and a great example!
You are amazing. I can't imagine what that would be like to go through. I'm glad that you are healing.
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